So I used to be huge into singing when I was a teenager, and sang in competitions and stuff and got compliments all the time and blah blah blah.
Then I stopped because it's kind of a cutthroat bitchy atmosphere and I was... a rebellious teen.
And I lost my voice pretty much completely, and it's been a sort of weight on my shoulders ever since. A big regret, and also so so sad that I can't sing anymore. It's so bad that if someone compliments a female singer, I get angry and jealous and struggle to hide it.
Very immature of me, I know, and totally uncalled for. And maybe I wasn't even that good! I don't have any recordings of myself back then, I'm just going by the awards I won and such.
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BUT ANYWAY.
Today I was just singing and trying to sound OK and this is an excerpt from that.
I'm wondering what you think and if I have that capability to maybe improve again with practice?
I guess what I really want is compliments, but I don't want fake compliments, so I'm asking for honest opinions instead and HOPING people think its good.
http://lifeasrose.ca/rosesinging.mp3http://rosepritchard.ca/rosesinging2.mp3